I just have to wonder. Never use to have trouble completing tasks, well maybe back in my school days but that was different, how many kids do you know who like homework or clean their rooms?
Fast forward to today, I have twenty + things to write and post here and completing them is suddenly a challenge? My brain is okay, it functions properly so that’s not it. I think part of the problem is I get called away from my computer for whatever reason, then being physically to tired to do much typing. Just like now, my weak side is exhausted for NO really good reason it just hurts. Typing one handed works, but painfully slow and my brain is already ten papers ahead of me!
M.S. sucks, nothing I can do about it, it will never leave me. What I really need is a tape recorder for my brain, anyone have one? No, talking into one will not work it’s always noisy around me. But my best stuff is locked into my head in bits and pieces and when I can get them in order I cannot type fast enough to keep up. Frustrating.
I get side tracked to easily. While typing this I remembered 5 other things I need to get done tomorrow so I got a head start. Shouldn’t be a big deal but it takes me away from the task at hand, and I added another paper to the list of things I want to write about. I know the problem, as I write a word or phrase will set off another thought, and that thought is something I want to write later on, it takes me out of my groove having to stop and write down that thought. I also think I want to post things I’ve written in the past so they can all be here, but not until I run out of other things to write about, if that’s possible hehehehe.
I’ve turned into my mother somewhat. Opinionated and cannot tolerate being treated like i’m an idiot. Yes I have M.S. , it is incurable but that doesn’t make me stupid! I cannot tolerate when a simple yes or no answer becomes a hour long speech having nothing to do with the questioned I asked. Having an incurable disease does not mean I’m suddenly brainless!!
For the record I’m up to 27 papers in my count. I’m telling you I have some good things in my head and no head foreman to keep track of it all! If my left side wasn’t so weak all the time I might be able to keep up LOL. I’m sure before my next paper the count will go way up, it’s a good thing I like writing. And that last word there made me think of another one LOL.
Help?